-But is it wise, profit-wise?
-Oh, shut up! I'm not gonna struggle today, for anything. Decision taken at 10 am. Bring me a straw to have my coffee!
I'll let things happen, I'll trust myself and the whole process of life. I don't care about the weather forecast, or the terrorism forecast. It's Sunday, god damn it! I'll give up, let the Great Stream of life lead me to my Nouvelle-Calédonie.
My Not-to-Do list. I just came up with it:
working12 hours/day (actually I'm never gonna work again)
drinking 5 coffees/day
adding something competitive to my cv/month
climbing the professional ladder a couple of steps/year
moving to a better appartment/3years.
Yes indeed. Today nobody used me as an object of pleasure-neither did I.
Life, <<just as improv>>, works best when you have a feeling of effortlessness. Like when you slide. Life, just as improv, is allowing yourself to let go of control. Oh, I'm gonna be such an artist in living my life!
To never fear failure or shame (while you're asleep). To always be available to listen, to actively listen (to your pet's deepest desires). To love others (if they can make you some money). Supporting others around you will create the kind of world you wish to live in. This amazing first-world sanctuary, while people die of diarrhea across the archipelago. Now, I see. Now, I really see (the ideal neighborhood for my future house). Meditation definitely helped. It's gonna be a white paradise. A white city. "White City". It's gonna be my moto, from now on. << Don't censor yourself today, it's Sunday>>.
If you're meant to learn something about yourself, if it's meant to do something that's a real action and not a mere activity, it's gonna happen on Sunday.